My little Angel,
Mummy is pumping milk for you now while writing this letter. Just now the nurse said you are drinking 3 oz now, so mummy has to work harder to provide you with enough milk.
Today is CNY eve, but we have to leave you alone in hospital due to your jaundice. Yesterday 小舅and 小舅母came to visit us, we noted your eyes were yellowish. Mummy has noted you looked rather yellow but thought it was a passing phrase and you should get better in a few days time. But seeing it was getting yellowish, we decided to bring you to hospital to check. Mummy quickly packed youe clothes, towels and diapers, and daddy and the confinement aunty brought you to the hospital. Nurse said better to leave you in the hospital for the phototherapy for one night and could only confirm the level of your jaundice the next day morning after blood test, which is today.
Mummy was feeling so sad at the thought of having to leave you alone in the hospital, but was hoping we can bring you back today so that we can celebrate your first cny with papa, mama and jiejie.
Sadly, your jauntice level is slightly above the acceptable level, so today we have to leave you in the hospital again for a 2nd night. Just now mummy, daddy and jiejie went to see you. Mummy couldn't help but cried at seeing your little body naked with eyes cover and under the light. Nurse said you are doing well, just drank the breast milk which daddy brought to you this morning. And you were passing stool which is a good sign.
Baby, tomorrow is the chinese new year. We hope you can come back with us tomorrow.
Before you were born, mummy always wondered whether mummy has another 100% of love for you just like how much mummy loves your jiejie. But once you were in mummy's arm, mummy knew how wrong mummy was in the past, and the 100% of love was born the moment you are mummy's daughter.
Baby, sleep well. We will go see you tomorrow and hopefully can bring you home so that we can shower our loves to you.
With lots of love from your mummy.
P/S: Xiao Ru has been discharged from hospital on the 1st day of Chinese New Year! :)
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